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LiveJournal is dead to me as far as updating goes. I do like to read other people's, though. It's not over till it's H.O.V.A. though, and I'm sure I'll be updating again soon. I started yet ANOTHER print journal, and I enjoy writing in it.
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Christian
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Sunday, September 17th 2006 at 1:29 am
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I have no desire to update.
Updates to come.
Big ones.
I've been feeling really happy, lately.
Things have been good. Really good.
Except for today.... when all I could think about was- well, I'm not going to tell you what I was thinking about, and with who. But it was not moving me forwards, that's for sure.
I hate most of you.
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Christian
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Wednesday, September 6th 2006 at 4:20 pm
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Yesterday was "twin day" at school, and that was really nice. Jenna and I were twins. We both wore her PINK sweatshirts, and I brough in Cinderella, mine and Cara's PINK mini dog, to be our triplet. Jenna and I both had our hair in half-ponytails, and wore our pink star-shaped sunglasses. Needless to say, we looked really good. I almost got suspended, so that was great. I went to the front office and asked Mrs. Koslowsky if I could go to my car for something, and she told me that I needed a pass from Strauss, so Jenna and I went to find Strauss. She was teaching a class, which we interrupted to ask if we could get my pink star glasses out of my car. We told her it was really important, and she told us to get out. So we realized that we should probably think of a more important sounding excuse. I went back to the front office, and said that Strauss was in a class, but said I should talk to her to get a pass. Mrs. Koslowsky asked what I needed to get, and I told her that I needed my AP Euro book, because I had it the next period. She let me go, but then her and Strauss talked, and found out that I am an asshole. So if I ever am so "insubordinate" again I will get a suspension. Thank god we've only been in school for 4 days. I hate myself.
Today I stayed home from school, because I have stomach pains and bad poopie. I was pissed, because I had stayed up until about 2 last night finishing my homework, and then I woke up sick. Nice. Bri called me after school, and told me that Mrs. Shugrue thought I had stayed home because I hadn't finished my project. I finished it. I'll kill her. I love Mrs. Shugrue. I didn't really do much today. I slept for most of the day. I finished reading Stupid and Contagious. I would recommend it to everyone. It was really funny, and a really quick read.
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Christian
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My name is Christian and I take big poopies out of my tight asshole.
All the time.
I also adore Thomasin, Alyssa, and Emma. They are really really really really really really really.... hott.
I want them to poop all over my body at the same time. I want them to poop back and forth forever into my mouth.
I have a really small penis and my balls are the size of marbles.
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Monday, August 21st 2006 at 1:28 pm
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Canola oil works really well in place of baby oil/vegetable oil for tanning. I was outside today for about an hour. I'm trying to fix my tan before school starts. I don't care if that's the most superficial goal you've ever heard of. I really, really don't.
Yesterday, Emily came over in the afternoon... before that I was reading. I hadn't showered at all. We played frisbee in my backyard, and talked about stuff. Then, we went to Friendy's, and my sister's gay manager was our server. It was really cold in Friendly's and I wanted to die, except it wasn't really that bad- I was just exaggerating. We walked back to my house, and sat and watched golf with my dad. He loves golf. I don't. Emily was pooped. We went on a walk in the cemetary. I love the cemetary.... I pretty much grew up there. More golf, MySpace, and Degrassi. A lot of Degrassi. Later on, Rachel and Julia came, and then Bruce came to pick up Emily.
Julia drove us to the gas station, and then to Baldwin Pond, and then to McDonalds, and then home... again. It was a lot of fun. I miss hanging out with them so much. I'll have to make it a regular thing. When I got home, I came online, and got upset, and then went to bed. I had really good dreams, but I don't remember what they were about.
This morning, I haven't really done much. Like I said, I've been working on my nice tan. I'll probably go back outside. I need to read my book, so I'm gonna have to do that. I would like to read the news, but I never seem to have time, or I get distracted far too easily.
I need to start running. I had meant to do that at my dad's house, this week, but I forgot my running shoes, and there goes that plan. shit
School is starting soon, and I could write about that, but I'm sure noone wants to hear about it, and I really do need to go back outside.
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Christian
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Sunday, August 20th 2006 at 1:42 am
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So today turned out to be a lot of fun. I didn't really do anything... at all today during the day. I decided to shower around 4:00.... 4:20 to be precise. I'm making that up. I got out of the shower, and Gina called. That went well. NOPE. Sometimes I don't know what to tell her when she calls me to ask what's wrong with her daughter. I really do not know what to say. Cara... call your mom. Then I did my hair all nice, and I went to Emily's house. Sarah was there. We watched Tremors, and Aqua Teen, and I ate biscuits, and macaroni and cheese, and popcorn, and we all had a lot of Dr. Pepper. We bounced on the trampoline, and plated with her ferrets, and obviously went on MySpace. My dad picked me up, and said I was a jiggalo. I don't know how to spell jiggalo. Right now I'm watching Degrassi, because it's a marathon. I guess that's really all today was. It was a lot more, but I'm not really in the writing mood. I feel like I should just update more regularly. So, there you go.
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Christian
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Wednesday, August 16th 2006 at 9:06 pm
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Yesterday was a lot of fun. In the morning, I did nothing. In the afternoon, I went to Emily's house. We watched Tremors, and ate 4 bags of popcorn, and her ferret stole my shoe (I almost just spelled "shew"), and we drank Coke, but didn't snort any. Then, my cousins and my sister came to pick me up. Laurie was driving, Jenny was in the passenger seat, and Darin and Sloane were in their carseats in the middle row of the van. The back row of the van had been taken out when we went on vacation, and never put back in, so I had to sit on the floor in the back of the van, but it's chill. Emily's road is ripped to shit.
We went to Laurie's house, and made dinner, and colored, and ate dinner, and watched a magic show, and my cousin, Jeff, showed up with this other kid, and they ate, and we ate dessert, and watched the magic show again.
Rachel called, and wanted me to hang out with her and Julia, so I said they could come over my house when I got there. Jenny had to go to a movie with Mallory in Meriden, so she dropped me off at my father's house, however unwillingly.
Stop....rewind.
I actually didn't have time to finish this and my cousin picked me up and I helped him today. I guess none of that really matters, so I'll just carry on.
...so Jenny dropped me home at my dad's house. Rachel and Julia came over. We sat on my porch, caught up, played cards, chatted some more, left to Burger King to get weed, a million places to finally get blunt wraps, to Baldwin Pond to smoke it, to McDonald's to eat, and finally we all went back to our houses. I'm glad I saw them both. It had been quite a while. I still miss Fiona. I talked with her on the phone today. It was her birthday on the 11th. I need to see her and get her a nice present.
This morning I had to drive with my dad to Mad Hatter Mufflers to pick up his car, and I had to drive the other car back to our house. I drove half of the way home with the E break on because I never use mine, and forgot to check. whatEV. Shortly afterwards, my cousin, Jeff, came to pick me up. We went to his house. I watched Sloane while he did yardwork. We played with a ball, layed in the grass, washed furniture, went swimming, ate food, and then I went home. Now I am here. I had some nice talks with Jeff today, I'm glad I have nice family.
I need to poop.
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Christian
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Monday, August 14th 2006 at 6:15 pm
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So, I guess I haven't done a real update in quite some time. I have a feeling that this might not end up a "real update" either. We'll see.
Last week was vacation for me in Rockport, Massachusetts. I love it there. It was so much fun. I drove up there with My cousin Laurie, Darin, and my grandma Mimi. My mother, sister, aunt, and Jim drove in the other car. We stopped for lunch at Cracker Barrel. I had never been there before. It was nice. When we got there, I guess my sister had taken a wrong turn... it didn't really matter, because it's not like it took us significantly longer to get there or anything. Whatever, my mom was all upset, and I wanted to punch her in the face. I helped unload the car, changed into my bathingsuit, and got into the water. It was a really nice feeling just to be in the familiar cold water, and look back at the familiar beach, and just everything about my entire vacation in Rockport is always very therapeutic. Later on on that first day, Brendan and Marianne showed up. I hadn't seen them in a few years. We met them 7 years ago. I love them. I missed them. We had so much fun.
I'm not really going to write about every single day, obviously. But, this year was a little bit crazy. I walked in on my sister and Jim in the midst of some questionable activity, Jim went home early because he's fragile, my mom's boyfriend came for half the week, and I ate ice cream for dinner.
We drove home on Saturday morning. My sister was fighting with Jim the entire way home. She is the biggest bitch I know. Seriously...
When we arrived at my cousin's house in Middlefield (because that's where my sister is staying, now), I checked up on my Space, and played with Darin. We went to my Aunt's house, and then to my house in Roxbury. My mom's boyfriend was spending the night at our house. I was unaware, but it's straight. We went out to dinner, and to the store for groceries, and to Carvel for cake batter ice cream. I miss having my car.
Sunday was aiight. I drove to my dad's house with my mother. We stopped at the mall to get a book for my Summer reading, and also at my grandma's house to see her briefly. One of my neighbor's at my dad's house died the other day. She was 93, but it's weird. So, my dad and Bill were in the basement knocking down some walls....that was nice. I basically hung out at the house all afternoon. Cara and Gina came to pick me up around 5, and then we went to Cara's aunt's house for a family picnic. It was really nice. I missed her a lot. I still miss her a lot. It's more of an emotional than physical detachment, I suppose. I kind of hate it. After the picnic, we went to Cara's dad's house. I watched Cara talk to people on the computer for a couple hours. Jacob and Jordan came over. We attempted to make a puzzle, but we just couldn't break out of the rectangle. "Tangle" is a really funny word. We watched Wild N Out. I hated life. Jacob and Jordan left. Cara went back to her computer. I moped. I left. I thought I figured things out again. I didn't...again. Maybe I did, though. I'm never really sure. That's all about Cara for the LJ right now.
Today I did nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing. I didn't know my dad was on vacation from work this week until I was eating breakfast at 12:30, and he walked in the house. He scared me, but it's cool. Now I won't be alone all week. Maybe he will drive me places.
And that's kind of all I feel like writing.
x
Christian
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Wednesday, August 2nd 2006 at 11:41 am
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Our love is dead but without limit,
like the surface of the moon
or the land between here and the mountains.
Well, it is not these hiding places
that have kept us innocent
but the way you taught me to just let it all go by.
And so we've learned to be as faithless,
stand behind bulletproof glass,
exchanging our affections through a drawer.
And it was always horribly convenient
and happening too fast.
You should count your change before you're even out the door.
Yes, you should but please...
Return, return to the person that you were.
And I will do the same
cause it is too hard to belong to someone who is gone.
My compass spins. The wilderness remains.
Once too often, I have retreated
into the depths of my despair.
I built a barricade to block you on the road.
But standing there with all of my possessions,
piled higher than a house,
I felt closer to you than you ever would have known.
So let these tiny acts of charity
become common ground of which to build
a monument to commemorate our time.
And though, you say, you've found another
who will surely speed you on your way,
don't let the forest grow over that path you came there by.
But you will, so...
So hurry up and run to the one that you love.
And blind him with your kindness.
And he'll make war, old war, on who you were before.
And he'll claim all that has spoiled in your heart.
Well, now, I tell myself I've mended
under these patches of blue sky.
There are still a few holes that let in a little rain.
And so it is crying on my shingles.
My floorboards moan under my feet.
The refrigerator is whining, so I've got reason to complain.
But I am not gonna bless you with such compliments,
some degrading psalm of praise,
like the kind that converted you to me so long ago.
Because the truth is that gossip's
as good as gospel in this town.
You can save face but you won't ever save your soul.
And that's a fact.
So hurry up and run to the one that you love.
And tie him up in you likeness,
And he'll become, become the prisoner I was.
And know all that has spoiled in your heart.
And know all that has spoiled in your heart.
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Sunday, July 23rd 2006 at 12:55 am
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I have a lot to write about. I guess I will do that tomorrow.
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Christian
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Sunday, July 16th 2006 at 3:00 pm
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FRIENDS ONLY
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Sunday, January 30th 2005 at 8:42 pm
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Sunday, January 30th 2005 at 8:13 pm
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i just got back from abusy weekend in meriden. it was pretty awesome i guess...i actually didnt do all that much tho. saturday i had to wake up at 5.30 in the am to leave around 6 because my mom had to get back here to go to work. anyways, that wasnt as bad i thought, but when i got to my dads he was still sleeping (it was like 7.20) so i had to be quiet because i didnt tell him i was coming and i didnt wanna scare him or anything....so i sat and read my effing slave girl book for a.s. when he finally woke up we went on some errands...and when we got back he decided that we were going to rip up the living room rug- he's on this home improvement kick i think hes going through a midlife crisis or something: new satelite insyead of cable, new computer, new furniture thats on its way, new paint, new tv...geheeez. so....we ripped up the carpet...i guess it was pretty sweet- it was a good weekend project...lol it was fun. but theres all these staples in the hardwood floor afterwards because they were holding down the carpet pad so we spent like three hours taking a billion of those out and we still have half of them to go, or he does now that im at my moms...itll givee him something to do i suppose. so that was saturday, sunday i went over the ramsey's house. theyre a family who are pretty much my own- their house is like my third home. so anyways, i slept over there sat night and went to church this morning, went over to their cousins house for lunch- it was effing huge! i ate so much and it was great. then we went back to their house and watched napolean dynamite....AGAIN- so that was [retty amazing. ummm i went out to eat with my mom and jenny after that and here i am. nothing earthshattering....and i prolly should have went to the talent show instead of ripping up carpet on saturday...but then i would have had to stay in roxbury all day, and id rather jump off a cliff...so wtev.i had fun. end of story
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today was the first day of new clases...most of u already know that. anyways, my classes kinda suck, but wtev. american studies is going to be better than last semester because michaud is finally gone...woo woo! i had design today, should be fun. bio is gonna be great, i havent had science since last year tho, so we'll see how i do. im just happy not to have math- its an absolute godsend!!
swimming was total hell this afternoon, ive been sick all week and i was about to die the whole time- luckily it was a short practice, but tommorow is the northwest meet and hopefully he wont swim me in anything that matters. wtev. so i just realized that maybe katie can go to interpol because theres a new show the day after the first one- katie if u read this call me!
wow...this entry is incredibly dry- sorry if u read it. well thats it seeya
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Wednesday, January 26th 2005 at 3:28 pm
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oh man...am i bored or what? theres nothing to do! ive been in my house all frikken day, and ive been sitting in this chair for like 90 percent of the day. I feel so effing lazy. ive done nothing but eat all day, and the wors part is that theres nothing else left to do, besides eat MORE! ive gotten so fat today....geheeez! i dont even wanna look in the mirror....but wtev- i'll have to work on that this week.
thank the lord for music! thats the only thinkg thats saved me today. i want to go to the movies or something, but nobodys home...its like wtf mate? somebody give me something to do....PLEASE! ahhh! im going crazy!!
i ant stand it...i gotta go- seeya!
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today was the most pointless school day ever! i did absolutely nothing in every single one of my classes! i got my american studies exam back today and it was pretty sweet- i got a 94! and i got like 92-ish on my gym exam...prolly bombed my photo exam and spanish im thinking b-range...geometry is anyone's guess. tommorow should be exciting...like the first day of school all over again! my schedule is as follows ( i know u want to stalk me so i'll save u the trouble of asking:
A: American Studies
B: Design/Photo II
C: Biology
D: Spanish III
so i guess interpol is sold out...which pretty much sucks my ass. i found tickets online on some site...but they were from like 110 to 450 dolores a piece and thats just bullshit...
i guess thats all the breaking news in my life...for the moment
seeya
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 | You scored as Kyrgyzstan. No one knows who you are or where you come from. There’s a very real possibility you might be a communist, although it might also just be that you’re misunderstood. Congratulations, you win the wo\man of mystery prize.
Kyrgyzstan | | 60% | United States | | 55% | Canada | | 30% | Great Britain | | 20% | France | | 5% | </td>
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